Absence :)

Since the finals are looming nearer, (a friend of mine whom i'd like to call BIL was disorientated to time today when he was reminded it was already thursday.. hrmph)and with each weekend slowly drawing closer, i find myself in a limbo 99% of the time juggling work between my personal life and my university life.. sometimes i wonder how on earth people can say they miss university life when it is so hectic! :p

Days seem to go by so much faster when we're anxious and anticipating some miracle to happen ( for me at the moment, it would be a miracle if i suddenly became superbly good in examining a patient and am able to obtain a good history AND think of the diagnosis and stuff like i was born 40 years ago..) but also when we're busy with things..

quiet time seems a bit more harder but more welcomed when one is busy with the hectic schedule that never seems to end! however, i still find the time to have some thoughts in my mind on things which touch me so.. i cannot begin to imagine the coming 5 weeks and what i would be doing except to study study study, practice practice practice and talk to myself more in emphasizing my understanding of this unique creature that God has so wonderfully created!

paed's exam has always been early-ER in the past, and i guess it was no surprise that we're having it on the 5th week, like on tuesday.. to top that off, we also have Multiple Choice Questions ( MCQ's ) which i tend to have a bit of weakness in for Paeds and orthopaedics.. ugh.. it all boils down in the end to guts, brains, hard work and GOD! :)

so, expect a little less from me in the coming weeks as i humbly try my very best to leave it all in the hands of my Lord and God, as i sing praises to give me strength to go on in the middle of the night when i'm getting that narcoleptic spell again ( i have a very BIG tendency to be comatose these days even with the influence of coffee!!!), and be at my best wits to tackle the finals and NOT have to spend another semester doing this all over again ( that is IF i fail..).. time to focus and to stock up on all the vitamin C's and cod liver oils.. the worse thing is to fall sick at this time.. oh well..

only thing to look forward to is sem 8 which i'm sure everyone is striving towards now.. a semester of bliss and stress less in comparison which is surely welcomed by every post sem 7 student ;) O Lord let it be ours! :) my plans for sem 8? *must say to remind myself and motivate myself..* go find all the good makan places in Seremban, learn how to make a non-bake cheese cake, encourage the CF here, make sure i settle accounts for CF, MEDiC newsletter, selectives and electives, try out that steamboat thingy, maybe have one in my place, have CF in my place a few times :P oh... the list goes on! :)

Guess now i can really accept the fact that i am always busy, like many people say :) Never too busy for people though! :)

Have a good week and God bless everyone :) Hopefully the next post will be one containing good news! :)